carol(?)

Posted on February 4, 2019September 22, 2019 by saynotoclowns Posted in Christian, General bewilderment, Music, personal, Poetry, UncategorizableTagged Christ, greed, spiritual, the state of the world

"how silently,

fool me not, tv"

the silence leaves not thus. 

the screams commence

scratching the fence

and grief hijacks the bus.


I'm glad I keep my fingernails

as short as short can be.

world's gloried pain

through wealth as gain

I crave Humility

(I was going to apologise for the coffee cup you can hear on the table, but decided that I won’t edit out the perfect angst accessory…)

32 thoughts on “carol(?)”

February 4, 2019 at 5:58 pm Reply
Gina says:

you had me at scratching the fence! nice to hear your voice V! coffee cup added the grit

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1. February 4, 2019 at 6:12 pm Reply
  saynotoclowns says:
  
  Thanks Gina. I love your comment, thank you so much. And grit is perfect.
  
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  1. February 4, 2019 at 6:14 pm Reply
    Gina says:
    
    Pleasure. Your creativity always amuses me. Good to read and hear your words.
    
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    1. February 4, 2019 at 6:17 pm Reply
      saynotoclowns says:
      
      I appreciate that. And I have always appreciated that you get my humour too, that I can never take myself too seriously, good or bad, even in a state of wistfulness ❤
      
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      1. February 4, 2019 at 6:19 pm Reply
        Gina says:
        
        Just today someone said to me that I never fail to smile or laugh at his jokes even when I am sad and he intentionally tries to make me laugh as it helps him take him self so seriously when I do. Makes sense? I love silliness and humour! You are very original!
        
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      2. February 4, 2019 at 6:19 pm Reply
        Gina says:
        
        Oops I mean not take himself too seriously… Oops
        
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        February 4, 2019 at 6:21 pm Reply
        saynotoclowns says:
        
        Yes I understood what you meant. I love typos 🙂
        Friendships like that are the best.
        
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        February 4, 2019 at 6:23 pm Reply
        Gina says:
        
        🤣🤗❤️
        
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        February 4, 2019 at 6:26 pm Reply
        saynotoclowns says:
        
        🤗💖
        
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February 4, 2019 at 7:12 pm Reply
yassy says:

Missed you, V. Fantastic work.

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1. February 4, 2019 at 7:50 pm Reply
  saynotoclowns says:
  
  Yassy! Hiiii! How are you?
  Yes, I have been a little scarce the last couple of months…so nice to see you here. And thank you so much for your kind comment! ❤
  
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  1. February 4, 2019 at 8:17 pm Reply
    yassy says:
    
    I am good, thank you.
    Welcome back. Hope to see more of you here. I hope you are well.
    
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    1. February 4, 2019 at 8:41 pm Reply
      saynotoclowns says:
      
      I am okay thanks!
      It has just started raining, we really need it. I am so very happy right now. Such poetry in itself. ❤
      
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      1. February 4, 2019 at 9:17 pm Reply
        yassy says:
        
        💖😘
        
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        February 4, 2019 at 9:35 pm Reply
        saynotoclowns says:
        
        ❤ ❤
        
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February 5, 2019 at 6:39 am Reply
charliezero1.wordpress.com says:

Your singing voice is fabulous and the words are incredible. 🙂

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1. February 5, 2019 at 12:34 pm Reply
  saynotoclowns says:
  
  Wow Charlie. I’m so honoured, thank you! 💚
  
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  1. February 5, 2019 at 4:14 pm Reply
    charliezero1.wordpress.com says:
    
    You are welcome. 🙂
    
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    1. February 5, 2019 at 6:12 pm Reply
      saynotoclowns says:
      
      🙂
      
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February 5, 2019 at 7:24 am Reply
Blogging_with_Bojana says:

Fabulous read.

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1. February 5, 2019 at 1:23 pm Reply
  saynotoclowns says:
  
  Thanks so much Bojana!
  
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  1. February 5, 2019 at 7:19 pm Reply
    Blogging_with_Bojana says:
    
    Welcome.
    
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February 6, 2019 at 6:10 am Reply
vidur sahdev says:

Hello, V! Long time…hope all well. 🙂

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1. February 6, 2019 at 2:10 pm Reply
  saynotoclowns says:
  
  Hi V! Things are okay, thanks. Just trying to play a little catch up 🙂
  Hope you’re well too!
  
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  1. February 7, 2019 at 4:07 am Reply
    vidur sahdev says:
    
    Good to hear that! Yes, all well with me. Thank you! 🙂
    
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    1. February 8, 2019 at 10:57 am Reply
      saynotoclowns says:
      
      I’m so glad! 🙂
      
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February 6, 2019 at 1:54 pm Reply
Steve Simpson says:

Very Shakespearean. I would say, Vanessa, and a lot to think about. The particular words might for instance, tell a refugee story. And others. Sweet and ironic, the a cappella.

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February 6, 2019 at 2:55 pm Reply
saynotoclowns says:

Shakespearean, now that is a comment I never saw coming! 🙂
Thank you for your thoughts…refugee stories can easily fit, my initial thought about the fence was metaphorical, applying to many issues.

But then, the things that rage within myself…

Your comment about the audio, it’s funny, after my husband listened to it, he looked at me surprised and said, “aww you sound so sweet”.
I’ve always loved this sweet tune. It just seemed perfect…

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1. February 13, 2019 at 8:55 pm Reply
  Steve Simpson says:
  
  Whoops, sorry I missed your reply, Vanessa. Perhaps it’s not a direct reply and I didn’t see it because I don’t follow comments. Maybe I should. Maybe I’ve missed stacks of replies. Oh noes. Let’s not go there.
  
  You are definitely channelling the Bard, and it’s great. Yes, sweet, and with the meaning, doubly ironic.
  
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  1. February 14, 2019 at 5:49 pm Reply
    saynotoclowns says:
    
    Thanks so much Steve!
    
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March 24, 2019 at 7:04 pm Reply
rajanisingh885721172 says:

Fabulous post

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1. March 24, 2019 at 7:32 pm Reply
  saynotoclowns says:
  
  Thank you very much!
  
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