say no to clowns

ebullient decay…

it’s not hard to see — March 29, 2017

it’s not hard to see

So for those of you who don’t know, I am married to a pastor.

I could seriously write a book about what life has been like in the last 20+ years living this reality. The thing is, if I did, I would have to kill everyone first. Because changing names wouldn’t be enough.
I jest, of course!

But today, I was listening to one of my favourite mashups, and I felt the need to give a shoutout to our church families.

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for Melissa — March 14, 2017
tsunami — January 19, 2017


(there was a time, many years ago, when I was interested in Satanism.  (I wasn’t a goth.)  I was rescued from it. It’s not something I talk about much anymore. And I’m not looking to now. But I so love this song, it perfectly captures that time of my life. This poem honestly just bled out of me…)


every colour of the distant rainbow

on the tip of time’s paintbrush

thrown against the wall of my dreams

colours thrashed together by the momentum

leaving the greyest indentation

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even when it’s turned upside down there’s no snow. (part two) — December 11, 2016
there’s no snow in our snow globe (part one) —
shoot the clown — November 29, 2016
loop pool (part two) — November 26, 2016
loop pool (part one) — November 24, 2016