say no to clowns

ebullient decay…

you know I’ll only say wiedersehen — April 10, 2017
grey’s end — March 5, 2017
all to myself — February 20, 2017

all to myself

I started this draft a few days ago and I don’t know why I wrote that title but all I am thinking about now is a friend who is dying and I am so bad at goodbyes…please don’t make me say it

please don’t say it to me

and you can wax long and lyrical to me about how saying goodbye shows strength and blah blah but I don’t agree because we weren’t created to be parted I much prefer Wiedersehen

and then I remembered the time

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larghettoed goodbye — February 8, 2017